Friend count: 2?

Yes, really. And that's including my boyfriend.

No fucking wonder I have trust issues. Just with friends, too, not with significant others. Once I've gotten attached to someone, I'm no longer necessary. To be fair, I've made some bad choices in the past as far as friends go. But not this many.

God, not this many...

I must be a damn shitty friend. 

Worst part is, I can't even figure out why. I'm loyal, I listen and genuinely care, I have a sense of humour...

I miss whatever it is that I was before, and I hate whatever is pushing everyone away.